I have discovered many things over the years, and then I take the lessons and flush them down the toilet. Inspiration to waste in no time. The discovery this time, I am a loser. Well, maybe but I don't think so. I am just to scared to move forward. I am afraid of taking a chance on me, because I may fail. I can't let others or myself distract me from my path. If I fail at least I attempted something and a true lesson was learned right.
I also discovered that I am not as good at taking critism as I thought I was. I can't even process it or hear it. when it comes to people's opinions of me, I want them to think I am perfect (I know better, but I like to delude myself), I want to think I am perfect. I am ok with others imperfections though, unless they hurt me.
I have a great new business, that I finally feel motivated by. I love what I am doing. I am very close to a huge milestone in this business, and I am afraid I will follow old behaviors and allow myself to quit saying that I will never do it. I am trying not to allow that. but we will see.
This Blog will hopefully help me to overcome myself by putting into writing what my goals are, what my accomplishments and my failures. I can lie verbally, but I find it hard to be dishonest in writing.
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